ranting.... >:(

 can i just rant right now? I know this isn't what most of you come on here to look at... but i just really feel like ranting. (If you dont wanna read this rant then just dont read it... i dont want hate or anything)

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Ok, so Im in a Japanese class, and I really love Japanese. I love my class to, I actually have a lot of my friends in that class and i enjoy speaking the kawaii language of アニメhowever recently....im starting to hate everyday i enter that classroom....

It started since the first day, this girl sits right in front of me, and I've known for a while that she doesn't like me... like for 3 years because for some reason she thinks im worthless.... but she is really starting to make me mad... Completely mad.

I dont mean to bash at her, but she isn't perfect... Yet she acts like Im so much worse than her... like im dirt and she is a princess who cant touch me because im not worthy of it. 

I never liked the way she looked at me... its like she openly is saying that im stupid... which im not

I admit that im not super brilliant or super smart, but i only screwed up on one question and she glared at me like i shouldn't be allowed to breath the same air as her... and idk if you ppl understand how terrible it feels to be looked down on like that, but let me tell you right now IT FEELS INFURIATING 

I tried to ignore her and act nice, but the more I do it the more it seems like shes ok with openly showing her disgust for me... and its not pleasant to sit through a class while the person right across from you is glaring at you 

I dont want to make her sound terrible and i dont want foul language... Im also not saying her name.. so if you know who im talking about i would appreciate that you didnt say her name either... 

its not like i expect her to care enough to look at this blog, but just in case....